Strange Days

Welp the last 2-3 days have really thrown me for a loop. First my ex actually stops me to talk. Then my friend tells me he did "it" recently, almost getting his girlfriend pregnant, she broke up with him. Lastly my sister tells me she has a boyfriend.

The first one surprised me and ticked me off. I had gotten comfortable with igoring each other. The second one...welp let's just say he learned a lesson. And the third one...I'm shocked. I know that sound's really bad, but it's not meant that way. I'm glad she has a boyfriend. I'm glad this one is someone she sees everyday. What I'm shocked about is 2 days ago she had been asking me what to do cuz she wasn't sure about him. The next day I get an e-mail saying he's her boyfriend!

(Side note -just to get it outta my system- one of my "brothers", Jin, has been pretty down and angry lately. I've tried asking him but he always evades answering. I want to help, it's killing me to see him all grrr, but I don't know how. My other "brother", Kyle, well...we used to always talk but now he's back with his girlfriend. I really wanna talk to him, ask him for help, but I can't bring myself to drag him away from her. And my best guy friend, Dillon, is also my ex's best friend. So it's unbelievebly hard to talk to him with my ex always around. So I basically feel like I'm losing the 3 guys I care about most. -outside of my family that is- Worse yet is I'll have to say good-bye to Jin and Kyle in May cuz they're graduating. And I don't think I can say good-bye...)