HAPPY NEW YEARS!!!!

Ok, so it's not technically New Years yet, but I'm not gonna be on here at midnight. Anywho, hope you all have a great N.Y.'s, hopefully a safe one. Anyone going to any parties or anything fun? I'm not sure what we're doing, my dad mentioned his friends coming over and stuff but I don't know if they will or what.

I pray to every God/ess, diety, everything holy that the new year is better than this year has been. I will scream if it's anywhere near as horrible as this year. One of my top resolutions is to stay on my parents good side no matter what. What are your resolutions?

Christmas Eve

Merry (early) Christmas everyone!!!! I hope you all have a wonderful day tomorrow. (Or Happy Kwanzaa or Hanukkah--> in which case, hope your holiday is fun!) Does anybody celebrate something else or do anything special this time of the year? Like traditions or celebrations or festivals, something? I think the only thing I do is watch all the Christmas movies I have. Haha, that's a bit sad. ^ ^;; Anyways, happy holidays!!!

(I have nothing against any other beliefs/holidays or anything, I just don't know how they go so I'm unable to elaborate on them. And I'm very very sorry if I didn't put your belief/holiday down, I put the ones I'm at least a little familiar with.)

(Unknown)

This post doesn't really have much of a topic or a purpose. I'm just bored, haha! ^ ^



Wow, I can't believe Christmas is only 2 days away! The month from Thanksgiving to now seems non-existant. Still, it'll be fun on Christmas. I just hope it's not raining. Seriously, rain and winter do not mix. It's cold enough without water falling on you all day. >.<;;



My best friend---and "twin"---got her surgery to fix her hand last Friday. But her meds aren't really working all too well. She may have to go back into the hospital for an I.V. so they can get pain meds into her system. The stuff the doctor gave her seem to be making her feel worse rather than better.



Does anybody listen to foreign music? If you do, what kinds? I listen to whatever I find that's upbeat or fun. Mostly it's Japanese or Korean or something like that. But I've found a couple good German and Romanian groups too. (Yes I listen to American music too) Welp, guess that's it for today.... bye!



ps. Thank you for your suggestions Krys_Tobias, they were really helpful. ^ ^

I'm back (for now)

Yay! I'm basically un-grounded. Welp for the most part anyways. Guess I ought to sum up what's been going on:

Me and my family put up our Christmas stuff last weekend. And I also got to see my twin/best friend, too. Which was great cuz I haven't seen her in god knows how long. Though I'm a bit worried, today she goes in for surgery to get a piece of her bone in her pinky she broke off removed. I had something similar done a few months ago, and it hurt like crazy.

I had my finals this week. Thank the skys that's over with! Now I'm on winter break. Great, right? Not so much. I don't go back till the 5th, so I'm stuck inside for 2 weeks. And none of my friends live near me, so I don't get to see anyone till school starts back up.

Welp that's my summary for ya. Hope your breaks are better than mine, haha.

Grounded.......again

Yo guys just thought I owed it to ya to tell you why I haven't been on. I'm grounded yet again. Though I'm fairly possitive I don't deserve it this time but what can I do, right? Anywho I won't be on for a while so yeaaaa.......talk to ya later.

ps. Hope everyone had a good Thanksgiving.

pps. Incase I'm still grounded, Merry Christmas!

Question

Hey guys, what's up? I'm sooooo fricken bored it's rediculous. Doesn't help that I'm a complete baka (idiot) for refusing painkillers cuz I've got a major headach and killer cramps. (Sorry for the guys but it's the sad truth)

Now that's outta my system, I have a question. Does anyone have any suggestions for recurring nightmares? Cuz I've got some and I really want them to go away. I have no clue what brought them on, but they tend to come and go as they please and it's really annoying. So if anyone has an idea on how to get rid of them, please please please let me know!

Busy

Ok, first off, I'm really sorry I haven't posted for a few days. But I've been busy.....still am actually. I've had 3 major projects due---piece of advice, DON'T PROCRASTINATE!!!!!!, I've been swamped with other homework (anyone want to petition to make that illegal?), and I'm planning for 2 birthdays that are a week apart. And I can say, I'm having a blast with that last one. Of course those people want nothing to do with their birthday's, but that makes it all the more fun. ^ ^ (in other words, they're probably gonna kill me)

Other than all that, there's nothing new. Exciting life isn't it? Hahahaha!!!

ps. 9 DAYS TIL TWILIGHT COMES OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Books into Movies

Ok, how many out there have books they want to see made into movies? I know I do. Cool part is, three of them already are being made into them. (InkHeart, Maximum Ride and Twilight) A few other books I'd like to see in video form are Warriors and Hawksong.

Sadly, there are downfalls to the books being made into movies. 1) The directors tend to cut a lot of stuff out. 2) The actors may not do a wondeful job at their parts. 3) There's a 50-50 chance of the books being killed.

Hopefully that doesn't happen. I hate it when it does. Once people see the movies suck, they never want to read the books or continue the series. (which is very sad, because the books are usually really good)

Blah

Grr...I'm sick. Sucks cuz I'm tired and my nose is stuffy so I sound like a duck. No kidding either. Another problem is for some reason I tend to be more impulsive when I'm sick....and I'm very opinionated. And spontanious. So yea....I feel very sorry for anyone who irritates me. And my boyfriend. Oh boy.

Miricale

I'M ALIVE!!!!! And no hospital visits! Boo-yeah! Haha....yeah. Weelll I had a great time and I even danced with all my friends and my boyfriend. I didn't even know I could dance. Or enjoy doing it. Welp, that's bout it. Just thought I'd let you all know I survived a night of dancing. (in platform shoes!) What was I thinking.....

Homecoming

Ok, to get this out of the way, I'm sooo not a dance person. But I'm desperate for time to hang out with my friends, and this is the only one my dad would allow. (barely at that) So I took what I could get. Problem: I've never been to something like this before. I've been to dances but not like this one. So I've got absolutely no clue what to do or expect.

It's a semi-formal thing. Hmmm....what does one wear to a semi-formal high school event? No clue. But I'm gonna find out.

Problem #2: I have 0 dancing abilities past the cha cha slide. I'm the clumziest person alive. Seriously. Here's a quote that describes me to a T: "are you referring to the fact that you can't walk across a perfectly flat, stable surface without finding something to trip over?" Yeah, that's me all the way. So um yeah, any dancing I do will result in a trip to the good old ER. Yay...not. My chances of survivng a major high school dance are slim to none. Yet, I'm still going. Hmmm...I really need to look into a reservation for the "fun room" (aka the padded room in a mental asylam) Welp, if I live through tonight, I'll write back in later. Catch ya later.

Happy Halloween ~~part 2~~

Sorry for not posting this last night, but I kinda fell asleep before I could... >.<;; Anyways, my day got way better. I managed to get to school in time to help my friends, and find Nik to give him his brownies. I also got tons of candy through out the day, and all of my classes were lax, so we were allowed to do whatever.

Sadly, no I didn't go trick or treating and no I didn't pass out candy. That was the biggest down fall of the day. T.T But it was still a pretty fun day. I hope all of your plans went over well and you all had a very Happy Halloween! ^ ~

HAPPY HALLOWEEN! ~~part 1~~

Yo, Happy Halloween everyone! This is my all time favorite holiday of the year. And so far I've had a set back in my plans. See my school doesn't start til 9 something this morning. However, I was going to get there at my normal 7:45 time. I was going to get there early to help some of my friends with their costumes, but I don't know if I can now. My step-mom just informed me we weren't leaving the house til 8:30. So now I'm wondering if I can get to school early enough to help with the fine details in my friends costumes. Welp, that's all my news this morning, I'll write back later. Scare ya later.

ps. Oh, remember that Nik guy I mentioned earlier? Yeah, well, I'm officially jealous of him. Today's his birthday!!!

HALLOWEEN!!!!!

Ok so it's tomorrow, so what? Halloween is my absolute favorite holiday. However, I'm not allowed to dress up or go trick-or-treating this year. (no clue why) Like I'm gunna let that get me down. So today I'm going to try to think of other ways to celebrate. And not forget my usual Halloween traditions. Those consist of watching The Nightmare Before Christmas, possibly handing out candy, and doing other random Halloween things. So what is everyone else doing for Halloween?

Just another day

Title says it all. It was just another boring, average day. Made ever more so boring because I had to take the practice aims writing test today. My god! why do they torture us so?! I mean, seriously people, the sophmore aims isn't til like April!! Gr, even worse is that if we don't show up to take the practice tests or, for some unfathionable reason, we fail it, we're forced into "aims practice classes" every saturday until the real test. It's pretty annoying. But anyways, I finished the test within the first hour out of three. That's two gruesome hours with basically nothing to do. (welp until my friends finished anyways) Then I got to go to my first and second periods which were turned into 75 minute classes instead of the normal 55 minutes. Don't get me wrong, I love my classes, but I can only take so much.

Why...

...are some guys so concieted? My uncle Dillon's brother, Nik, is super concieted!!! And I don't get it. I mean he's got all these friends and people who care about him, yet he's such a jerk to them. (granted most of them let it slide...) Plus he talks about himself nonstop...Why can't he see that the way he acts hurts the people who care? Nik just looks the other way. He think he's all high and mighty, but he's really not. And he's just an example of concieted guys. It's really sad.

Know what I think? I think guys like that are scared. They're scared to be nice because they're afraid to get hurt. Afraid to put themselves out there. But you know what? They're wrong. If you put yourself out there, good things can happen. It's worth any pain that may come. So they shouldn't be scared.

(Dillon's not like that though. He's really sweet.)

OMG!!!!

I just found out that my friend, Elizabeth, is indirectly related to my best friend!!! Gah, she's sooo lucky!!! I'd kill to actually be part of that family!!! At least I actually know them...

Funeral

Yesterday was my oldest brother's (indirectly oldest brother) funeral. It was the first real funeral I've been to and it could've been worse. Does anyone know what they do to the corpses? I mean, it didn't even look like him! He looked so fake.....like a life sized doll. It was horrible seeing him look like that...The upside to yesterday was I got to see my twin again. I haven't seen her in a while. Although I find it funny that she broke the same pinky I did the last time she saw me. But anyways, we ened up hanging out either outside, in the hallway, or the bathroom with her friends Nik and Cody cuz she couldn't handle watching the service. But we managed to turn a sad day to a fun one, so it's all good. =]

Music

Everyone likes music, right? Right. (unless you're deaf, in which case I have the utmost pity for you) Well, I LOVE music. It is literally my life. I honestly think I'd die if there was for some horribly unimagiable reason no music. Not only do I listen to it non-stop, but I also play it. Well, played anyways. I've played clarinet and the steel drums. I plan on taking clarinet back up as well as learning to play piano and guitar. I haven't much a clue as to how I'm gonna go about that but it will happen. Hopefully.

Now, I like all music as long as 1) it has a good beat, 2) it's not degrading, and 3) you can hear the individual words. So, yeah, um...that's about it for now. Guess I'll be back later, see ya!